I wrote you a long time ago. It wasn't that long ago, but a lot has happened since then. You know the details better than I do so I won't dig deep into them. I must admit I wasn't expecting a clear and rush answer. As I have come to discover, when it comes to the ways you operate, I am an ignorant. I give you that.
I guess a Thank You is in order. I don't guess it actually. I really must thank you. You proved me wrong in a lot of things, and because of that I have grown. You showed me a world and experiences I didn't even knew how would feel. So I thank you for that. For giving us a chance. I have found now a new hope in you. You helped me understand that is not the end result that matters, but the whole experience.
I lost some of my cynism on the way. I thank you for that as well. Somehow, I have come out being a more positive person, trying to enjoy every single moment. I have found myself taking the good with the bad. I... you have shown me a part of myself I didn't know. You stripped me down and made me take a hard look at myself. Dear love, you have helped me discover myself, you have helped me learn more about the person I am. For that, you have ruined nothing.
I shut myself to possibilities once. Even though I told you I was open to possibilities, we both know I wasn't. I stood with my guard still up. I must tell you, after everything that happened, i have decided there is no point to keeping your guard up. I wasn't able to fully get my guard down. But I am now open to that possibility. Really, this time I mean it.
I am not challenging you to anything now. You can take as long as you want dear feeling. I am now a believer. I am sure you can show me more. I am sure I can learn more. I am done challenging you. Thank you for everything, for every single emotion in that rollercoaster, I thank you.