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As long As you know

What if it is happening?

Would you rather live in doubt?
I wouldn't know how to handle it. I don't know how to handle it.
Why?
I just don't remember what it was like...
Wouldn't you like to know? wouldn't you like to remember? Wouldn't you want it to be more than a memory but your present?
I just...
Just what? Stop making excuses for yourself!
For the Love of God! At least be nice.
I don't have to be nice. You know I don't have to be.
It's hard. I don't know how to do it. I got tired of trying. I am so tired. It's like swimming against the current. What's the point? I always end up in the same place.
No. You end up in new places feeling the same way. Not the same thing. I know you are tired. We all can tell you are tired.
Thanks...
Please, stop that too, would you? You can do it. You just get to this place and then go backwards. You have to take that leap. You HAVE to.
I just don't want to feel like that again.
You end up feeling that way anyways. How about changing the reason? mix it up a bit?
Mix it up a bit? This ain't a freaking margarita, you know!?!?!?
Seriously, I am not the person you want to fight, so unless you are going to get a pair and finally yell and fight with the person you really want to fight, drop the act.
...
Fine. So, about that happening thing. Are you finally gonna let it happen?
...
God, one of this days I am gonna give up on you. You gotta let it happen. You gotta let it flow.
What if..?
Nothing. No what ifs. You gotta stop beating yourself with the what ifs. You are blinded and have stop seeing all the other possibilities. You have to let it go. Stop blaming yourself, stop tying yourself, stop beating yourself up. It happened. Now... you let go. Like riding a bike.
Like riding a bike?
Like riding a bike.


hum..you do realize I ride a bike for like an hour once a week and then I just stop, right?
Fine. I'll find a better metaphor.
Just as long as you know...

3 comentarios:

patricia1489 dijo...

No what ifs... esa es la moraleja de todas las historias!!!

Ale Vega dijo...

You end up in new places feeling the same way. Not the same thing!! Woooo mae esa frase rajado me llego, yo soy de los q siempre se pregunta que tal si las varas hubieran ido por este lado? O si se hubieran dado de otra forma? Pero la verdad no hay forma de saberlo, simplemente diay en el futuro aprovechar las oportunidades q se logran ver en el momento y ya!

Irene dijo...

hey, looooooove the post! Que tan excelente!

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